Posted: April 19th, 2009 | Author: admin | Filed under: Verse | Tags: 2008, bon talk, convseration, drama, ego, platform, poems, power play, sex, stage, worthy | No Comments »
don’t think you are too golden to bleed
you have nothing, nothing to fear from me
my body shows you how to breathe
come and bless my sweat!
rough me up
come out to play, a fantasy
i’m a worthy platform
when you’re done i’ll show you where
the air that you neglected
calls to me
i can fill the space
to get you back on your feet
where the throat and sun meet
possibly a character!
but you’re human to me
whatever makes it easy
when you sleep
the sores that you neglected
call to me
they want to hear me speak
manifest in me
i’ll soothe them
so cling to me
i’m a worthy platform!
Posted: April 17th, 2009 | Author: admin | Filed under: Verse | Tags: 2008, bouyancy, floating away, lifting up, new space, poems, rain, sand bar | No Comments »
losing my center
the best sacrifice
to bring me closer
into another space and time
lightening grip
where have i been
where do i want to be
grabbing at my ankles
an unspecific feeling
can i swim against the current
drowning again
bless me with a raft, love
teach me to swim
this ain’t a sand bar
you hold me within
Posted: April 11th, 2009 | Author: admin | Filed under: Verse | Tags: 2008, cloudy days, isolation, lightning, losing out, paranoia, poems, self-absorption, two clouds, two suns | No Comments »
you cannot hold what i’m giving to you
it won’t fit in the palm of your hands
i cannot find, nor understand
the whole of my message
when you will ask, i will shelter away
retreating to show, the sun of the day
covering when, the winter wind blows
careless away
the orb you are traveling in
reflects onto me, radiates beneath the skin
i’m a promise to mine
relinquishing that sin
loving all of my kin
i’m a promise to mine
Posted: April 7th, 2009 | Author: admin | Filed under: Verse | Tags: 2008, ignorance, lacking bliss, losing something, mindlessness, numbness, off a cliff, poems, sinking ship | No Comments »
you need the numbers
i can’t remember
what time it is
you need the numbers
more specific than september
or the plenty of my tears
the quantity is the right space
just endless bodies with no face
you have a vision of future
foreign to me
my empty heart is full
energy is lighter than anything
particle or pathogen
it’s not the all what i choose to bring
you know its natural, i’m just kidding
you need the numbers
you need the numbers
more than your toes
heaven knows
no self control
i feel it so
you’ve got a sense of your own self
tragically bound for devil, XV
you know your body can’t be controlled by me
Posted: April 5th, 2009 | Author: admin | Filed under: Verse | Tags: 2008, betrayal, cassandra, overwhelm, poems, solitude, too much | No Comments »
the eyes don’t need to know
what you are showing me
i’m sure your ignorant of the endless waves
information like wind in blades
enough to sustain, my meditation doesn’t fail
just change
course, of course
Posted: April 3rd, 2009 | Author: admin | Filed under: Verse | Tags: 2008, baiting, choices, dating, games, indecision, opportunities, or else, poems, princess, seven of cups, what else | No Comments »
take your dreams
bury them, under a pile of gold
she said, she has
soft white hands and longer fingernails
her eyes speak of happier tales
she pats her lips and forgets to dot her eyes
remembers discarded napkins and
forgets your favorite film
oblivious and perfect
completely disinterested
your mind is intriguing but she’ll never get there
i am not existing in any other place
except here
the same place you have left me
every time
i make a mess, i throw a tantrum
because you aren’t mine
Posted: March 30th, 2009 | Author: admin | Filed under: Verse | Tags: 2008, icons, internet, love, poems | No Comments »
when i trace my finger along the touchpad
it moves across the rows of hearts
that burst against the pointer
as it only touches each of them
penetrates, a cascade of explosions
quickly recovering themselves, one as one
returning to the perfect frame
of rounded, soft red organs
Posted: March 24th, 2009 | Author: admin | Filed under: Verse | Tags: 2008, anger, burn, lonely, motive, poems, sage, sex, wick | No Comments »
sage will clear the space of sex
i am losing my pretext
will you correct
will you correct
angry forces
i need a wick on which to burn
Posted: March 21st, 2009 | Author: admin | Filed under: Verse | Tags: 2008, anxiety, poems, reverberations, shaman, unfinished, vocal | No Comments »
you bring out
my oldest valence
without a doubt
i am your shaman
can i show you
the way to the bottom
of the chain
it’s a gift
i remember
your kiss and the way i feel
is older than i wish was real
something changed
inside me
breaking loose a reverie
of a time
before that which i forgot
love as motivating force
love changing my life’s course into
home is not as your wife
but home yes will change your life and
i’m circling back to my
oblivion
and it’s a shame you are
clueless in your modern human suit
of what to do
under clothing
i am still a body
with a big memory
can you listen
is it a game
yes, without shame
i will show you
how transient it all is
murmur in the void of your bliss
Posted: March 19th, 2009 | Author: admin | Filed under: Verse | Tags: 2008, harbor, intimate me, poems | No Comments »
i’m your
sacred place for
intimacy
intimate me
who, can you
redefine
your light is the heart of mine
you give me, i can
only smile
i give you, you can only grow
bliss as the interchange
bliss as the exchange
bliss as the circular, telegram
bliss as the well sewn monogram
i’m an engine!
take me to far places
heat your meals
feel the vibrations
hear the sound